Do You Believe In Everlasting Love?

The first time i met you, i knew we be together.
Hoping to be will you forever.
Do the silliest things, keeping the drink cup you gave, keeping your the food boxes.
That night, remember?
We were looking at the stars, saying how far they were.
The jetty lights brightens the sea, the moon light lights up the sea it's glowing light.
We pointed at the horizon.
Where we want to go.
We turn to each other and smile.
We walk down the path, hand in hand, a reindeer band on my head, presents on your hand.
we smiled we laughed.
We celebrated christmas.
The best christmas i must say, but the last one.
The days of happiness could not last.
I don't know why.
Walking down the dark alley you told me, we were not meant to be.
We were not meant to be.
We were not meant to be?
Tears rolled down my cheeks.
Why must you do this to me!!!
I was suddenly abandon.
I felt the pain of an orphan.
I felt the pain of a wounded warrior.
I felt the pain of a broken heart.
My heart cries out, for more of you.
My heart longs for you.
My heart recieves no answer.
But coldness i felt.
So cold.
I cry every night.
Bathroom.
Bus.
Taxi.
School.
Streets.
Everywhere.
For what?
For you.
Have you love me?
Have you understand the things i do?
The many many things i do?
I know it's my fault in certain ways.
I'm to blame.
Sometimes i feel so tired.
This world is cruel.
I feel like sleeping.
I'm too tired to live.
I need to rest.
I'm tired.
Friends and family, i'm not me anymore.
Sorry.
The times we spend can only be memories.
Waiting for you...
Till...
The end.........
Of time.............

-Mizuyuki Kenta.