Heart very pain.... it's like it's being stomped by some really huge dinosaurs... OUCH!!!

People change all the time... they change for the better or even the worse... change is a very mysterious thing i believe.. because it comes and go just by a snap of your fingers. *do you know? everyone in the world's changing!!!?

Jolin's assets are suddenly growing... stupid people like calvin's getting smarter and smarter but he's forever BLUR... one of the writer went for plastic surgery... people are going after stars and their idols... brad pitt's going after the sausage lips jolie.... jlo's never been cranky until she filmed monster-in-laws... ben affleck made jennifer garner pregnant... paris dumped her good friend nicole for kimberly... tv serials on channel 8 are getting lamer... branded face products have lame names like LA MER... in directly "lamer"... the irony is people still don't give a damn.. hey friends.. it might happen to you.. the change process! It might even happen now! haha... YOU have the potential to top the class even with your current F9s... YOU might even dump your friends for new ones... YOU might give up on your secret crush britney spears and go after fiona xie... nothing is impossible... so be brave to face the changes... be it bad, be it good.. i'm sure it's of use... it either brighten your days of your life.. or even teach you a lesson or two? cheer up if you are already tasting the bitterness of life.. because u are only biting on the surface of a bitter chocolate... bite through it and taste the sweet flowing caramel in beneath the candy and you'll be in for a good time!!!

HEART BROKEN?: lost a lover? fall out of a relationship? can't bear to give it up? hey! there's plenty of others out there.. why stick to your ex when they are already called EX??? Get a life! get a new partner!!! Yes it's easier said than done... things don't happen over night.. neither do changes... take your time.. days or months.. FORGET that person... falling out of the relationship is not your fault guys.. cheer up.. there are loads of other people out there too!!! cupid's still doing his job.. he'll struck you any moment from now... hehe. so do look out... time don't heal all wounds.. actually the one healing the wounds is your thinking... if you keep thinking that you'll be a failure in relationship and keep thinking that no one loves you.. you are not allowing time to help... by thinking in an optimistic way.. time's on your side.. giving you all the time in the world to heal your wounds.. wounds inflicted on the heart's the longest to heal they say.. but i believe it's the soul.... never let sadness overtake your soul and harm it... the heart's like the house of your soul.. if it's being damaged by the hurts and grief... it inflicts great damage on the soul-thus heartaches, a couple of momentary pains like needles... heart broken- a crampy feeling at your heart aches every time your brain shows sad images of the past.. thus relieved by crying or cuts on wrist or on body... final stage of heart depression.... if this carries on the body will take a longer time healing the soul.. thus the victim will feel fatigue and extreme weakness occasionally... syptoms are: loss in appetite, thoughts of committing suicide, strange feeling as if your body's being controlled like a puppet, feeling sad but you can't cry out... etc... please heal yourself!!!! stop thinking the way you are thinking!!! go out have fun... be happy! yes it's hard.. like i said.. take your time!!!!! cheer up and hope you find your self in your new self!!!

SINGLES & AVAILABLE:WOa woa!!! the group with freedom to choose! and potential to be great lovers... hey why are you still single dudes and babes??? ever thought of that? qualifications to high? after looks and body?? or is it you're hesitating until you have a stable career? haha. wadever the reason a word of advice to current singles! Choose life partner with care, meaning someone with both looks and inner beauty.. not forgeting that the person must love you truly.. not wanting only your body... some will disagree with me.. "no.. inner beauty is the most important!!!", "ya lor.. no inner beauty... no good... no good... my mother don't like.." OMG! if it's like that ask your mother to marry your girlfriend then... if inner beauty's the most important then why is it down-syndrome kids don't have steads? they are afterall pure at heart... innocent and need love.. so what if they can only live to a maximum of 30 years? don't people believe in romeo and juliet (3 days of love)...so why no one wants them.. the truth is... they don't look pretty and handsome.. in this world everyone is mostly materialistic... they go after appearance and body.. the built the curves.. but never knew that people with both looks and beauty actually exist! it's hard to find them.. they are the rare breeds.. ooooO.. Machiam catch pokemon.. nah.. they are not that rare... as in they don't hide behind bushes or hide in caves not wanting u to find them.. they are hard to identify thats all... people who believes in ONLY inner beauty will have to end up marring girls that look like yoda from star wars... and girls end up with guys that look like that "my pprreeecciioouusss guy" from lord of the rings... i pity them... watching star wars on the movie is good enough imagine seeing yoda everyday mopping the floor ironing the clothes.... it's like marring ruhua... eeiii.. turn off.... no one wants to marry someone ugly.. yupyup... but why go after only inner beauty when there's both looks plus heart? another illustration.. you wake up in the morning turn to your husband who looks like the golem from lord of the rings.... he turns to you "mmmyyy prreecciioouussss....." with two huge bulging eyes... pale grey face.. and a few pathetic strands of hair, with lips that are ready to kiss.... if you don't puke i'll chop off my DICK! seriously pick a partner wisely.. singles either ends up with someone who really loves you or someone who plays with your body and feelings..
choose well ya!!!!!